i made a new account, im sick of the clutter and terrible work on this one...ill probably sign onto this occasionally but am going to make a new lit account, for my writings, as well as my new one

is my new account, it has the same icon yes...i like my icon.. >.<

feel free to add me, &/or recomment on pics...itd be much apprechiated.

for *lillyinblack your kiriban will be posted on the other account.

xxx nic

the gigs are over, they were great, the next one isnt until january- a week or so before my chemical romance...i cant wait till the 25th!
however, my bloody school is giving us shitloads of coursework top finish for this week and also...making us revise over christmas. the bastards.
im starting to think abotu college applications, and stuff like getting a parttime job...i could really use some extra money. for giftage and clothes and stuff.

im starting to really hate this website, either you stumble upon really talented artists who make you feel. a. inferior. b. stupid and c. really untalented. or youll find idiots who talk only in text speak and TyPe LyKe ThIs. and everyone has their own little elitist groups or, not really elitist but groups of friends and theyre all really talented and...sigh. stupid website.
no one ever comments on my stuff either. i have 22 people devwatching me. and only get about 3 comments per deviation. i mean, my stuff sucks but its better than it used to be! i can still improve...come on...fun improveywatchingness ooooh. i know it shouldnt matter, but when i think something i do is genuiinly...good for once itd be nice to be told. or constructively helped with how to improve. but nope. much thanks to the few who do comment, btw especially those who fave my crap....crazy people.

there are so many drawings i want to do, but just...am not capable of producing. its rather. confidence damaging. ill usually be happy with a piece then notice something horribley horribley wrong and hate it immediatly.
god i suck.

anyone who wants their eyes burnt out with a request, next kiriban is 2,000

"zip your fucking zippers up 'cause this next ones gonna get you pregnant!"

ah...tom delonge....
Blink 182 man. they may be the ultimate favourite with the teenyboppers..disregarding the (shitty)rasmus of course... but they still play FUCKING AWESOME MUSIC. man it was awesome. got there relitively early but had to wait for an hour or so in the cold *coughcoughseancough* so my feet were fucking freezing when we got in. didnt have to wait too long inside though, the first band Kinisin (think its spelt right) started straight away...man i felt sorry for them...the music wasnt to bad but the singer was so camp, wiggling all over the stage- lmao. woulda been good had they not been so...assholeish on stage...people kept telling them to fuck off, giving them the finger and throwing stuff at them...poor bastards...
Sugarcult came on next, and they were fucking awesome- despite being another band most 'wannabes' like. lol, i still like em off ages ago. they played bouncin off the walls, pretty girl, stuck in america...daddys little defect, memory...so many good songs! ^_^ i havent heard them in so long but they fuckin rocked. too bad i couldnt jump much (they are SUCH the bounce around band) since i was holding hells hand so as not to loose her...man stuck in the middle with the crazed bouncing sugarcult fans...fucking class.
THEN. then. then it was Blink 182 man. fucking awesome. they opened with feeling this, not my fave song but still really good. they had all this crazy flashing artwork in the back and kept putting strobe lighting on. they played all the best songs, easy target, violence...man violence fucking owns...all the small things, i miss you, obvious, mutt...man...so many good songs. right at the end they came back and played dammit for an encore . they didnt play always though...twas like. damn. or if they did..i spaced out or something. i dont recall it being played but hey they were awsome. tom & mark were so funny and kept talking to the crowd and our friend Russel ALMOST GOT CHOOSE TO GO ON STAGE...damn you cap boy steal rustys...thunder...lol!! heh, right at the end mark came back on stage and started playing guitar and keyboard and drums. twas muchly coolness and amusing. so kiddies, if you get the opportunity GO SEE BLINK 182!!

my next two gigs are on tuesday & thursday alexisonfire&the bled on tuuueeesss & then <vagrant records: from autumn to ashes, moneen, senses fail & emmanuel on thuuurrrss. [link]. gah!!

next kiriban be 2,000

next kiriban 2,000

oooh so its the art exam tomorrow *much nervosa* ive figured out that it takes me approx 8 hours to complete the picture, which gives me a while to get everything neat- im not rushing to finish so much. i have to crop my bloody picture to get it to fit the fricking frame X_X. i cant wait for it to be over, i can finally draw for myself again and, get my kiriban done. wooop. i might try my hand at mixed media, or making a big ole messy painting. they always look fun to do...i keep meaning to do fanart too...but not getting round to it. eep. gah i have to do a french presentation for tuesday at the latest so any biographies on my chemical romance would be muchly appreciated mer...school pisses me off so much...i need some idea for full pictures with backgrounds and such, not just. random charecter portraits that SUCK ANYWAY. mer. check out sean and his budding photomatography. his account shall be goodness when he gets his camera ~ amonotoneromance and he has AWESOME songs. so yey for next week!!
im bored, so im gonna list my gigs that im going to.

gigness
Blink 182- thursday 2nd december
Alexisonfire & The Bled- tuesday 7th december
The Vagrant Records Tour- ( from autumn to ashes, moneen, senses fail & emanuel)- thursday 9th december
The Used- 19th january
Taking Back Sunday & My Chemical Romance - 25th january
Greenday- February.

woo. its gonna be awesomeness!
mwer. i so totally need to learn to play guitar.